Senin, 23 Juni 2014

Was i wrong to fight for us?

We fight, you cried.
We argue, you givin up.
I judge you, you hurt.
Salah kalo aku berusaha mundur untuk membiarkan kamu mendapatkan yang lebih baik?
Berhenti membuat kamu menangis, berhenti membuat kamu tersakiti.
Aku berusaha menjadi yang terbaik namun tak kunjung bisa.
Susah deh, buat percaya seutuhnya sama kamu. entah kenapa, aku juga mengeluhkan sifat ini pada diriku sendiri.
Makasih buat kamu yang tetap mempertahanin aku, untuk saat ini.
Mungkin kamu akan lelah sama semua sifat aku ini? 
I don't hope so, i will give my best.
But don't cry in front of me. I'm not strong enough to see you like that.
Be happy, with or without me.
Beside me or anywhere are you.
I love you, i just want to make you happy.

Rabu, 11 Juni 2014

This love is killing me

I don't know why, i just can't trust you with all of your said.
Now, at 01:30am i can't sleep to thinking about all of my problems.
I just want you to be honest for me, anything what.
Bad reality? It's okay.
You afraid because when the first time i asked u about that, you lying? And for the second times i ask u again u still answer the same for persuade me you're never lie to me?
Enough, i'm almost tired of it.

Jangan membiarkan aku khilaf dengan keadaan ini, yang bisa melakukan cara apapun agar semua ini terbongkar.